Is this heaven?

When I find myself looking back at moments I've captured with my camera, I get lost in just how beautiful these memories are.  It's a strange range of emotions that rush through me watching these - everything from complete happiness to bits of sadness I can't explain.  Maybe the sadness resonates because I don't want these memories to fade.  I don't want these days and moments to leave me.  I know the days ahead will be filled with wondrous chapters, but I find myself never wanting to see this little piece of heaven change.  I just have to remind myself that this kind of change is beautiful.  We get to witness life from the beginning all over again.  We get to watch our little Naomi experience life.  Now tell me, how is that not heaven?

Grandpa Tolik & Grandma Alla come to town


Dear Naomi,

One of the hardest things that we all have to cope with right now is dealing with the distance between us.  Grandpa Tolik and Grandma Alla were so anxious to see you again that what was supposed to be a plane ride for Grandpa, ended up being a 6 hour car ride so that Grandma Alla can come along.  After all Naomi what's better than having one grandparent visit you?  Two grandparents :).  

The one thing that we can all collectively say is how much and how quickly you are growing and changing.  If that is so clear to me and your Mama who spend everyday with you, imagine how that feeling is for our family that sees you with extended time in between?  They were absolutely in heaven with you Naomi.  Grandpa soaked in every moment (almost hogging you to himself), but Grandma made sure to not let him have all the fun.  We all enjoyed taking turns dancing with you and listening to you sing along to your favorite songs.    

Tolik finally had his wish come true with the chance to bottle feed you.  We also enjoyed the beautiful weather and some a great walk on Ocean Ave.  It was a great visit as always and we can't wait for the next one.

love,

Papa

 

 

 

Conversations with Naomi

It's a cognitive thing, as Nadia has taught me.  Naomi is going through many different stages of development.  One of my favorites is without a doubt when she decides to exercise her vocals.  What's amazing about this is that she really is trying to have a conversation, or at the least, convey something to us in the best way that she can.  It's not only precious, but can be very amusing to see her trying with all her might to tell us something.  She can even put up a protest now if she doesn't quite like something.  But there is also the little laughs and giggles of approval that she gives us.  

Those are the best moments.  I can't believe that one day these bits of chatter that Naomi offers us now will turn into flowing sentences.  Man....watching her grow is something I can't really put into words.  I find myself sometimes just marveling at her when she is nursing with Nadia or when I'm just watching her sleep.  She really is this little bundle of life, dependant on us, learning from us, and trusting us.  Words can't explain how much we love her. 

Can't wait to see this with you Naomi!

Dear Naomi,
We will have many fun movies to watch together, but non more fun than the ones that Papa worked on.  And always remember, you and this little family of ours are always my biggest motivation to work as hard as I can and make you all proud.
love,
Papa

Naomi learns to roll onto her side

Dear Naomi,

I remember the first time I climbed a tree.  I really do.  I remember the feeling it gave me.  The feeling of freedom.  The feeling of accomplishment.  I used to imagine myself as some kind of hero.  A game I used to play was to see how far down the tree canopy I could go before having to climb back down.  I literally would stretch from one tree to the next until I could go no more.  Let's just say I could always go the farthest.  It was a baby step.  I realize that now.  It was one baby step of many that I have taken in my life.  All leading in one direction.  All building upon the last.  Minor leaps of faith.  I may not remember my days as an infant, but watching you take on these first few things, I can't help but feel so grateful to be watching you form your very first baby steps as well.  This video shows you learning to roll to your side for the very first time.  It's a building block - one that you will gather courage from and confidence to take on the next obstacle.  You're just a baby now, but seeing you go through these motions give me a sense of pride and proudness that I suppose only a father or mother could feel.  A feeling of knowing that my baby girl is growing up and ready to take on the world.  Thank you for letting me witness this.  And I will continue to do so, one step at a time Naomi.  One step at a time.

love,

Papa